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When you're stuck in a boring class or meeting, what's your favorite way to keep yourself entertained (or at least from falling asleep)?


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i would write haikus
sick, creepy yet beautiful
i humped your mother

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Your result for The Chakra Test...

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You have scored 100% Balance - Your dominant Chakra is the "Heart or Green Chakra"

The "Heart or Green Chakra" is where the energy for love, kindness and affection originates from. It is located at the center of the chest area. And this is the chakra which is most developed in you at this time.


When the Heart Chakra it is open, you find yourself as compassionate and friendly, and work towards harmonious relationships.


Depending on your percentage score, there is always more room for development. When this chakra is under-active, you may become cold and distant. If over-active and out of balance with your other chakras, you may tend to suffocate people with your love and usually for quite selfish reasons


What is most important is to find balance amongst all 7 chakras. Have a look at what percentages you scored on the others and work to increase their power and balance with each other.


Root Chakra: 35% Passion, Sacral(Spleen) Chakra: 94% Desire, Solar Plexus (Navel) Chakra: 59% Purpose, Heart Chakra: 100% Balance, Throat Chakra: 50% Expression, Third Eye Chakra: 88% Imagination and Crown Chakra: 82% Spirituality!




"Heart Chakra" Key Words: Relationships, Love, Acceptance, Self-Control, Compassion, Guilt, Forgiveness, Harmony, Peace, Renewal, Growth


"Heart Chakra"Attributes: Color - Green Sense - Touch Element - Air Seat -Love





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I have to head to work but I wanted to say a few things...

I learned yesterday that the day after my boss got laid off. Her mother died. Talk about a one two punch. I think I might send her a card or something. I feel terrible now.

My contract for my phone ends today. Which is great because I was so furious at myself and my brother last night when I got off the phone that I threw it and cracked the screen.

Yeah. Time for work. Joint commission is at the hospital this week. I suppose they wanted to see us for the holidays. Will probably be in the OR today.

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Current Music: Ytcracker - N.E.S.

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Live journal just asked if I wanted to restore from a draft. My draft consisted of one hit of the enter key. So yes. I haven't really posted in a while. At this point...I did stop writing because I was talking with my brother and playing with iTunes and the power then went out in all of Middletown. From what I understand there was a transformer explosion in Neptune which knocked out power for most of Monmouth County. Houses. Street Lights. Everything. We lost power at about 530...and got it back around 8pm. So here I am...the next day. Night actually.

I don't think I its for a lack of interesting things that I haven't been posting. There were definitely times where I would snap a picture or something would happen and I would think to myself I really should post about this.

But as you can see that never happened. My car spin out was kinda serious so I thought to post that. That was probably more cathartic than anything.

I beat Fallout 3. Which I can safely say...was one of the best games I ever played. I think the only way they could have improved that game was to have made some cgi movies instead of stills. But that's pretty nit picky. I then followed up that game with Neverwinter Nights 2 Gold. I can not say this game is the polar opposite of Fallout 3. But I've played flash games with more playability. Hell, the Old Commander Keen games pulled me in better. It got such good reviews. Was compared to Baldur's Gate and Planescape Torment and Knights of the Old Republic. This game falls completely short of all of these titles. It almost makes me wish I played fallout 3 after this one because it went from playing a game that was so much fun I would find myself thinking about the game while offline. And now that I have Neverwinter Nights...as you can see...I am journal writing instead. Which I suppose is a good thing right?

Of course, Hopper 2 was no where near able to play games like fallout 3 and Neverwinter Nights... Which is why it was necessary to build Hopper 3. Hopper 3 is a pretty sweet machine. AMD Athlon 64 X2 Dual Core Processor 6000+ 8.00 GB ATI Radeon HD 4800 300Gb main 1tb slave drive. And yes. I made the switch to windows vista.

In October...I went to Chicago for a week with my girlfriend and my good friend Keith to see our good friends Drew and Patty. I took a lot of pictures. Maybe I will post them. In october I went to a wedding...the wedding of none other than Deb Win. Then afterward we drove from the wedding location on Long Island all the way to atlantic city and putzed around AC and miraculously doubled our money. Eventually we took another trip the following month with my brother and his girlfriend and did less than fantastic. Oh well.

I am still working in the OR. I am still on orientation. Sometimes I feel I have not excelled as well as I would have liked. I feel behind. There is so much to remember. But the nurse educator keeps telling me I am doing very well. perhaps I am just being hard on myself, but I don't think so. But tomorrow, I am going to be be doing back to back cases all day...Small cases (which are sometimes more daunting than big cases). To make things worse...I am going to be with Suzanne Pincus. This woman really gets on my nerves...and I am serious when I say this that every time she is my preceptor...I want to go home and drink. They laid off my boss (the woman who hired me). A few weeks prior they laid off a large chunk of middle management. Then this past week...they got rid of a few more people I suppose. When the lay off cloud began to form I immediately thought that it was going to be something that will ultimately get rid of me. But I am continually being told that chances are it will not effect me. Bed side nurses are some of the last people to get laid off, I am told. So we will see. I always approached this job like it was something that I would stay with for two years and move on. The thought never really crossed that they might not keep me around for two years.

Its also crazy that I went to a wedding Saturday night and my coworkers were all asking about the layoffs at my job even though they are all from Bayshore. Everyone was curious and I guess its all connected. Though most of them were concerned that instead of layoffs they were going to straight up and close Bayshore.

I went back to bayshore to pull a short half shift. It sucked. And it certainly reminded me why I left the job in the first place. Understaffed. I was supposed to work from 7-11. I did not leave until 1230. AND on top of that...they wanted me to stay because they were understaffed for the night. Eh. No. No more.

I am really hoping to buy the blackberry storm when my contract ends on December 17th. So perhaps as a christmas gift to myself I might get myself one.

Yeah. This post has been sitting in semagic for the past three days. You can see how hard it is for me to post. I was sick on friday. Well. I felt like I was going to be sick on thursday...Friday AM I was feverish with chills. So. I called out. Not is saturday. I just finished going to a wedding. Reception is in an hour. I am still sick but I can hide it well. My gf is sick as well. I don't know what it is. Not quite a flu. Not quite a cold. Not quite fun at all.

So its sunday now. Sam and I are watching Breakfast club and making fun of it. Its the the "We are not alone" scene. Honestly how retarded is this scene? I always felt I was too young when this movie first came out for it to really have spoken to my generation. But I have always thought this movie was absolute garbage. And anthony Michael hall totally got the shit end of the stick even if he got to the end of the movie monologue thing.

Eh. I should post this before I lose it.

I hope all of you are well. Happy Holidays.

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Current Music: GLaDOS & Jonathan Coulton - Still Alive

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Ganked from [info]lite (spelled L-I-T-E)
http://politicalquiz.net/

The following are your scores. They are based on a gradual range of 0 to 12. For instance, a Conservative/Progressive score of 3 and 0 will both yield a result of social conservative, yet 0 would be an extreme conservative and 3 a moderate conservative

Conservative/Progressive score: 10
You are a social progressive. You generally consider yourself a humanist first. You probably think that religion and patriotism go too far in society. You probably consider yourself to be a citizen of Earth first rather than a citizen of your country.

Capitalist Purist/Social Capitalist score: 12
You're a Social Capitalist, you think that, left to its own, Capitalism leaves a lot of people behind. You think that Health Care should be free to all, that the minimum wage should be raised, and that the government should provide jobs to all that are capable of having them. You likely hated the Bush tax cuts, and believe that the middle class has gotten poorer, and the rich have gotten richer over the past several years. The far extreme of social capitalism is socialism.

Libertarian/Authoritarian score: 2
You are libertarian. You think that the government is making way too many unnecessary laws that are taking away our innate rights. You believe that the government's job is primarily to protect people from harming other people, but after that they should mind their own business, and if we give the government too much power in controlling our lives, it can lead to fascism.

Pacifist/Militarist score: 4
You're a Moderate. You think that in very rare occasions, the United States should invade a country in order to make the world better by spreading democracy or ending a tyrants rule. You also think that defense is very important, and we shouldn't lower the defense budget. You think that, while the Iraq War probably was a mistake, that we can make the world a better place by sticking with it and spreading democracy in the middle east.

Overall, you would most likely fit into the category of Hardcore Democrat


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Yep. I am alive. I havent really posted since..

I was with keith driving back home after seeing Choke. And here...

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At about 35-45 mph...on the wet, slick, winding road I lost control of my car and spun around one and a half revolutions. It only involved us. (Luckily.) Neither of us were injured or harmed in anyway. (Thankfully.) And there was no damage to my car whatsoever. (Miraculously.) There was so much potential for something absolutely terrible to happen. A phone pole. Embankments on both sides of the road. And a sharp turn/embankment at the far end of the road. All missed.

I am an employee of Monmouth Medical Center now. I work in the operating room. I just recently started scrubbing. I have been doing mostly circulating. WhiI have seen some crazy crap already. Correction of scoliosis. Below the Knee Amputation. Emergency Surgery on a 4 day old baby.

I flew out to chicago for a week with my girlfriend and Keith. I had a fantastic time with my good friend drew and his GF.

I got a new coffee maker. But no coffee for it.

Its been raining a lot here. It has been nice to fall asleep listening to the rain...sharing a bed with a wonderful companion.

I should go to sleep. I have work in the AM.

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Current Music: The Ventures - Walk Don't Run

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Middletown to Longbranch...fucking retarded. Be there late...or most stupidly early.

Departure Arrival Total Travel Time
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Middletown to Longbranch...fucking retarded. Be there late...or most stupidly early.

Departure Arrival Total Travel Time
<b<05:44 AM - NJCL 06:04 AM 20 minutes</b>
06:53 AM - NJCL 07:14 AM 21 minutes
07:32 AM - NJCL 07:50 AM 18 minutes
08:17 AM - NJCL 08:38 AM 21 minutes
08:59 AM - NJCL 09:23 AM 24 minutes
<b>09:50 AM - NJCL 10:20 AM 30 minutes</b>
10:50 AM - NJCL 11:23 AM 33 minutes
11:50 AM - NJCL 12:15 PM 25 minute

hmm.


I know this isnt really an update. One will come. Things have happened. Eh.

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Current Music: Fats Waller - Your Feet's Too Big

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Confederate Tom Confederate Tom
Saturday June 28th: American by Birth...SOUTHERN BY THE GRACE OF GOD.




Yeah. I got a ton of these. Not sure if I should post them though.


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Current Mood: Confederate
Current Music: The New American Brass Band - Dixie/Bonnie Blue Flag

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Headline Headline
Wednesday May 21st 2008: I found this headline a few weeks ago actually. This has to be one of the BEST headlines I have ever read. Awesome. Cops: Two crashes in chase Ex-con wore makeup, punched dog, police say". I don't think the police could have made that one up.



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Current Music: Law and Order

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Grawp Grawp
Monday, May 19, 2008, 2:26:54 PM
My Science Fair Project is Due Wednesday My Science Fair Project is Due Wednesday
Monday, May 19, 2008, 4:49:42 PM
69969 69969
Monday, May 19, 2008, 5:06:26 PM
[May Grow 4-6 feet.] [May Grow 4-6 feet.]
Monday, May 19, 2008, 5:20:44 PM
Makebelieve Makebelieve
Monday, May 19, 2008, 6:28:26 PM
Unphotogenic Purple Mashed Potatoes Unphotgenic Purple Mashed Potatoes
Monday, May 19, 2008, 7:04:04 PM
Why I need a better camera... Why I need a better camera...
Monday, May 19, 2008, 8:32:52 PM



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Current Music: Mark Ronson/The Daptone Horns - God Put a Smile Upon Your Face

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My Brother Half My Brother Half
Sunday, May 18, 2008, 1:41:36 AM
...what the hell am I doing? ...what the hell am I doing?
Sunday, May 18, 2008, 2:34:32 AM
Describes the Moment... Describes the Moment...
Sunday, May 18, 2008, 2:40:34 AM
Lawn Whorer Lawn Whorer
Sunday, May 18, 2008, 1:09:00 PM
Low Low
Sunday, May 18, 2008, 10:52:24 PM



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Current Music: Barry Louis Polisar - All I Want Is You

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Before. During. After. Before. During. After.
Saturday, May 17, 2008, 3:14:12 PM
Zen Gate Zen Gate
Saturday, May 17, 2008, 3:36:10 PM
Man Down Man Down
Saturday May 17, 2008, 3:49:56 PM
It's my mom in a box... It's my mom in a box...
Saturday, May 17, 2008, 5:42:10 PM
Christ Kwan Do Christ Kwan Do
Saturday, May 17, 2008, 6:10:14 PM
Tipsy Tipsy
Saturday, May 17, 2008, 11:24:20 PM



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Current Music: The Party Party - It's the End of the World

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Momentarily Fell Asleep at the Wheel Momentarily Fell Asleep at the Wheel
Friday, May 16, 2008, 8:26:10 AM
Please Don't be Flooded Please Don't be Flooded
Friday, May 16, 2008, 8:44:10 AM
Was supposed to be mine... Was supposed to be mine...
Friday, May 16, 2008, 8:57:56 AM
Yes.  You are charged for these. Yes. You are charged for these.
Friday, May 16, 2008, 7:31:02 PM
Accessorize. Accessorize. Accessorize. Accessorize. Accessorize. Accessorize.
Friday, May 16, 2008, 7:45:26 PM



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Current Music: Velvet Underground - There She Goes Again

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Lights Unstopped Lights Unstopped
Thursday, May 15, 2008, 12:18:14 AM
Middletown Native Middletown Native
Thursday, May 15, 2008, 12:35:22 AM
Surrogatte Significant Other Applicant Surrogatte Significant Other Applicant
Thursday, May 15, 2008, 11:07:40 AM
Office of Dr. Mark Desiderio Office of Dr. Mark Desiderio
Thursday, May 15, 2008, 11:54:42 AM
Chipped Paint (Redux) Chipped Paint (Redux)
Thursday, May 15, 2008, 12:05:35 PM
Stimulation Stimulation
Thursday, May 15, 2008, 5:26:36 PM



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Current Music: NOFX - Pimps and Hookers

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Its time to rise and shine... Its time to rise and shine...
May 14, 2008, 6:18:36 AM
Homeless Monitor Homeless Monitor
May 14, 2008, 12:43:24 PM
Castle on the Hill Castle on the Hill
May 14, 2008, 1:00:32 PM
Feeling Better Feeling Better
May 14, 2008, 1:39:26 PM
Carnivores Carnivores
May 14, 2008, 7:04:50 PM
Exceptional Exceptional
May 14, 2008, 11:25:12 PM
Self inflicted detour Self inflicted detour
May 14, 2008, 11:56:02 AM



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Current Music: television

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Detour Detour
8:43am Tuesday May 13th 2008
Thomas Dispenser Thomas Dispenser
12:42pm Tuesday May 13th 2008
Sick as a Dog Sick as a Dog
3:45pm Tuesday May 13th 2008
Costco Hotdog Costco Hotdog
4:35pm Tuesday May 13th 2008
One Missed Call One Missed Call
5:17pm Tuesday May 13th 2008
Obit clippings Obit clippings
7:23pm Tuesday May 13th 2008



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Current Music: Pixies - Dead

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Photo assignment as stolen from [info]screebonk
The objective: For one week, you are to post photographs taken throughout the course of your day.

Rules:
1. You must take between 6 and 9 new photographs per day.
2. Your WITL must be consecutive. No skipping days.
3. You must post your photographs at the end of that day, sometime after the last picture is taken.
4. Each photograph must have the time taken beneath and a title, with no other explanation.

You must post these rules at your first entry, then link back to it for the other six days so that people will know wtf you're doing.

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Current Music: Tony Christie - Amarillo

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Now, wasnt there something I was supposed to take from his cold dead hands?


I will try and post a real entry today. It's been awhile.

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Current Music: Silence

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"Why don't you empty my urinal? It's the only god damned thing you're good for."

-Pt in 218A

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Current Music: Waiting for the shower to start

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